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EIGHT MORE WEEKS, JUST EIGHT MORE WEEKS

  • Jan. 12th, 2008 at 8:33 PM
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     Well now Jackie has told me, we won't be moving until March, so I have eight more weeks to deal with Erin

    Tonight I helped make dinner. She came in the kitchen saying that Jason wanted a salad. I got two bowls out, one for jason and one for me. A salad sounded good.
   She put salad in two bowls. I said thank you for putting the salad in my bowl. She said it was hers. (She never eats salad.) I told her the bowl was mine that I put it out for me and took it away. She got on me saying you want me to be mad a you again. So I gave up and got another bowl. three minutes later she throws her salad away.
    Then she tells me if possible to sleep in the living room. that she would like a good night sleep with out my snoring.
    I said just one night. since she has been sick and have been having trouble sleeping. But tomorrow im sleeping in the bedroom. I have trouble sleeping in the living room for some reason, even thou I put my bed in there.

   

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I KNOW, I KNOW, MAKE UP MY MIND ALREADY

  • Dec. 22nd, 2007 at 5:50 PM
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Ok, don't get on me. Erin has gone to far, and I've talked to people who know her. They all told me why do I stay with her. She treats me like dirt.
   
No one can find any pros for me to stay. So in February I hope. I am moving in with Jackie again. I hope it works out.
   I got the second job at Kentucky Fried Chicken. I start the day after Christmas.
   I can't wait till the end of January. I'm going to California to see one of my good friends Nicole. I can't wait. 

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CASHMERE PT1 FRAMED WITH NO INNOCENCE

  • Dec. 19th, 2007 at 7:58 PM
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   title-Cashmere PT1 Framed with No Innocence
   Author-Sinbad1
    Rating-pg-13-for harsh laungage
   Spoiler-none
   Summary-illena's life goes bad when she is framed for a crime, and thought to have had an affair.

     

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MY BABYSITTER CAME TO CHECK ON ME

  • Dec. 19th, 2007 at 7:35 PM
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LOL my neighbor down stairs, who knows about by roommates being gone. Just came up to check on me. He asked if I ate. told me not to lie if I didn't. went straight to the fridge and made sure I had food. He told me If I run out of food to  come down stairs and he would have food for me. Told me how the animals were, and to let him know anytime if there's anything wrong. He's a great guy. 

CAN I HOLD ON FOR OVER A WEEK

  • Dec. 19th, 2007 at 3:58 PM
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    My roommates arrived in South Carolina today. they won't be back until next friday. For some reason I was worried that the plane was going to crash or something and that they would be gone. Don't know why.
     But Erin called me when they landed, so I'm glad they are okay.
    This morning I woke at 4am so I could watch DALLAS. LOL it was the very first episode I ever saw of it when I was a teenager. I haven't scene this episode in years. In one part when Pam went in to the house to retrieve something. I was like and here comes Jenna to tell you off. And right on Q she did.
    Erin has seven cats, three of them go meow crazy around four to seven in the morning when Jason wakes up to be feed wet cat food.
    Well I thought that they wouldn't do it with me, I was wrong, while I was watching DALLAS. Neooplean came and laid right by me, as close as he could and just stared at me. When the show was over, I decided to feed them so I could go to sleep. The minute I got out of bed, him, shawdow, and Pixie, started meowing me, and following me into the kitchen. I swear they were saying "feed me, feed me now" Pixie she can make a meow go long, the minute I put the plate down, they were eating.
    Im going to start cleaning the house soon, so that it won't take long to do it when they get back, this place is a mess.

    Tomorrow I find out if I got the job at KFC.

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FROM NO SUPPORT TO POTENTIAL

  • Dec. 16th, 2007 at 9:59 PM
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Today I was all upset, cause of Erin,
She and Jason are leaving for 10 days starting in two days, i payed my share of the food bill this month, Jason got some grocerys, and erin payed with her food stamps. 
Theres barely no food, Im broke till the 26th, Jason said he was going to buy me food before we leave, but Erin told him not to and to my face said "we don't have the money to support you" I can't believe her, I have only $20 and the only way to stretch that is to go to the dollar store. I thank I can survive but, it would been nicer if she had told me, I know Jason said he would by you food, but we don't have the money. 
Only problem is when they get back, they will have no money and I will, I know they will ask for money, I so want to say. "I don't have the money to support you.

In one of the communitys Im in I go bad comments people saying it was hard to read my post. I proof read it, what is there problem.

Ok one good thing Im excited about in another community BLOODTIESFICS I have a story with two chapters in it, well after two months I got my first review, the person loves it and told me to finish it. I can't believe it. I want to finish it but only prob is the stupid internet, I hsve trouble posting some times. but' im going to try. Im so happy some one liked one of my storys.
LOL I almost sent this to the BLOODTIESFICS

COMING SOON

  • Dec. 15th, 2007 at 9:53 PM
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 Five years ago illena Cashmere's life was ruined. Some one framed her for a crime she didn't coment and made her husband of five years Damian believe she cheated on him. Facing Jail, and her marriage ending illena's life ended in a tragic car accident.
  Five years later illena's huband, family and friends, learn of illena's innocents.
   The night of the Cashmere Masquerade Ball in illena's honor, a woman named Nikita Lamont appears, reseambling very much like illena.
    Nikita was born in a wealthy family, and married rich, a few years ago she was in a tragic accident and has amnisia, she doesn't remember her past, but trys to live her life with her family and her Husband Ian.
    Damian and everyone who knew illena try to lives there lives with someone who looks just like the person they lost.
    Nikita and Damian become good friends,
    Damian searches for the truth to who framed illena.
    Nikita learns startling revelations about  her past
  
coming soon to THE LOVE SHIP NOMAD
 short story written by SINBAD1
 

FINALLY I DID IT

  • Dec. 15th, 2007 at 8:33 PM
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 I am a very imontional person, the smallest thing can set me off, I get upset when Im very con fused or someone yells at me.
  For weeks at work, iv been crying almost everyday, getting upset how customers in Drive thru talk to me, when my boss gets on me, or I thank of how crappy this year has been for me.
   I don't know how I did it, but I stayed calm all day.

I had a customer get mad at me cause I spraying something on the tables and she didn't like the smell. (I didn't spray near her, but she could smell it) I almost teared up, but I stayed calm and forgot about it.
  The I had a customer who got on me not listening that she was complaining about a wrong order from last week. I asked if she wanted again she didn't. and when I told her I haven't seen the drive thru board and don't know whats on there she made sure to but in her sentences "well I was ordering whats on the picture in drive thrue, which you don't know about."
  She finally told me her order, I went to my maniger, and had her burrito promo, gave her her food, and she left with out even a thank you.
   THat thing would have had me in tears . I would not have been able to talk to her, but I got through it, and the only side affect I had was I was a little shakey, cuase of the way she actted towards me.
   I hope I can keep this up, I have a review in six months and would like to get a raise and prove to my boss that I can handle things.

DON'T EVER GIVE ME PERFUME FOR A PRESENT

  • Dec. 13th, 2007 at 9:51 PM
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    Well I thank santa sent me a gift, I found a some what stong wireless conection and it works great.
    
Today at work I thought I was sick, and work wouldn't let me go home an hour later, then I found out that it was Jackie's perfume she was wearing, she had it on strong, I cdan't wear perfume or be any where any one who wheres it. It makes me feel like I have a bad cold for 3-4hrs.
    I don't know how it became a topic I was talking to Jackie and we were talking about movies or something, and I said something about briggette Jones diary that on the secret Santa I asked for the first movie not the second cause I have that, well Jackie gave me, a very weird look, and I asked her why does she have a look on her face like she needs to return something. And she told me that she was my secret santa and got me both briggette Jones diarys in a gift set. I hug her and thank her and told her that the gift was fine that I cound keep the second movie as back up it the other on get messed up, but I will finallly have the first movie which I have been looking for a long time. 
   tomorrow I find out if I got a second job in a way I hope so, but also am dreading.

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STRESSING OUT

  • Dec. 12th, 2007 at 11:17 PM
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     I hope Erin was not lying about getting a phone line for the house, getting sick and tired of the net going out on me.
     I have made several friends on a community called AIM WHORES its nothing sexual don't know how they came up with that name but, met cool people.
    Im trying to get a job at KFC next door to my work, if I get the job, im going to ask for tuesdays off at both pleaces, so one day out of the week im not working. I have had two interviews, and they were nice enough to let me take the test three times they won't hire you unless you take a 80 question survey. now I just have to wait for my I 9 (idefication proof ) to go through and then I might have the job.
   I got payed today $400, but now Im under fifty, cause I had to pay an over due cable bill, stupid cable company, wouldn't let me pay in two payments this month, said they would cut it off next week. and it would be more money getting it back on, so I gave the money to Jason. 
  the rest of the money went on my prepaid card to cover my internet and gym membership, I have enough for the bus to next paycheck. I got Maria at work her celine Dion perfume (im her secret santa) I was in luck it was $18.00 and was on sell for       %33 only had to pay $12.
   The rest of the money im going to go and get the fifth HARRY POTTER movie, haven't seen it yet. then I will be broke until the 28th.
   Erin and Jason r leaving for 10 days next week on the 18th, there going to stay with Erin's family in South Carilina. I can't wait, I will have the house all to my self for 10 days, I will be some what lonely, but some time to myself will be good.
hope everyone had a good day

LOOKING FOR A SECOND JOB

  • Dec. 9th, 2007 at 12:58 PM
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     Im looking for a second job, so that I will have extra money, with what I make it does pay the bills and my rent, but I have nothing for me, just $5
    I applied at KFC next door.
    yesterday I had problems there, first they said that there computer said I didn't exsist cause of my social security number, but they did it a few more times and it worked.
    then the 80 question test they had me take I failed it, was to truefull on the questions. The test was hard, they have several questions with do, you agree, really agree, don't know, disagree and strongly disagree, why can't it just have true or false. retook the test today, but wont find out until they get there printer working. I hope I get the job, all I have to do when I get off work at taco bell is just walk right next door to KFC. cross your fingers for me.

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I STARTED A COMMUNITY

  • Dec. 9th, 2007 at 12:52 PM
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I have created a community on LJ I hope I get members if not its okay
It's where people can but in stories, drawings, and also talk about the Anita blake series
Its called 
 [info]ab_jc

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WHY CAN'T PEOPLE BE ON TIME

  • Dec. 6th, 2007 at 9:43 PM
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 I can't belive some people at work. 
I hate the ones that come 30mins to and hour late and come in with a smile like "oh I'm late, big deal.
I am off almost everyday at 5pm but useally don't get out until 5:30-6:oopm cause my relief is late, always missing the bus, they don't even tell the maniger sorry.
I remember I told one guy thats always late, why can't you be on time he said. "i'm always on time the days your not working.
Today I so wanted to strangle two guys who came late. As usall they came after five, about 5:02, then they just went to the back room and talked. I gave them a look when I had an order, and one guy said "will be right there," they didn't come for seven minutes. by  the time I got my register counted it was 5:20.
       I some times don't mind staying long, but it just ereitates me when people don't give a care that some one is off the moment they come in, and they just walk in like its no big deal. very seldom I have plans after work, but other times I have had a long day and would like to get off on time, even thou yes I get payed for the extra minutes

CHANGES OF PLANS

  • Dec. 5th, 2007 at 7:18 PM
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      Okay don't get on me but, I changed my mine. I decided not to move in with my friend, one I barely know her, two she drinks a lot, she today had a bottle of beer before our shift, not giving a care.
Erin and Jason are having some finace probs and I offered to stay, to help. My rent has been lowered, Im still going to try and find a second job, to have a little more money. And I can go in the bedroom anytime to watch tv.
I know this could be a mistake, but really I didn't want to move. I have moved to much and am tired of it

     I couldn't believe a guy at work today he opened my draw in drive through and took money out, I got on him and he snapped at me saying that he needed ones, I never saw him put money back in my till, so I told the maniger what happened and if my till is short to check his draw, they understood and thank god my draw was fine

TWO DAYS OFF

  • Dec. 2nd, 2007 at 9:30 PM
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yay im off for two days, Im going to try and relax and do some things
   1. read more of BLOODTIES-BLOOD PRINCE
           haven't read much of it, im on the part when Henry and Vicki meet
   2. type on some of my stories
        Pretender-major writers block
        Twitches-just started it
   3. play video  games on the NINTENDO DS
            ZELDA-THE PHANTOM HOUR GLASS
            POKEMAN DIMOND
   4. do laundry
    5. go through my things and see if anything needs throwing out
 

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I JUST REALIZE I DID SOMETHING STUPID

  • Dec. 1st, 2007 at 8:28 PM
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     I haven't checked my replys to my last entry and hope you guys didn't feel uneasy with my entry.
      I just realized that I should of just done LIVE JOURNAL not SCREEN NAMES OR MYSPACE counting who ever is reading this is a private person and doesn't want to give that kind of stuff out, not wanting strangers to contact you, which was not the meaning of the entry.
     So if you didn't like what I put in the last entry Im sorry, didn't mean anything by it, and hope you will forgive me.

HOW DID YOU COME UP WITH YOUR.........

  • Nov. 30th, 2007 at 8:26 PM
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     I just came up with this a few days ago and thought I put it on my LJ
     Tell me how you came up with your SCREEN NAME, LIVE JOURNAL, AND MYSPACE, names and titles, and if you wish you could change it.
 
SCREEN NAME(S)
AOL    NOMAD9158-I loved the joy THE ADVENTURES OF SINBAD and he had a ship called the Nomad which I liked
                             Also Nomad Means A person who travels place to place and has no real home. thats me
                              the numbers are by birthday
YAHOO-FOREVERNOMAD915-same as AOL

LIVEJOURNAL
     NAME-SINBAD1- back in Febuary was my first time doing LIVE JOURNAL and I had problems, Sinbad again comes
                                     from the show
    WISH CHANGE-yes I should of gone with Nomad since everything I log into is Nomad
     TITLE-WELCOME TO THE LOVE SHIP NOMAD- Thought it sounded cool

MYSPACE-WELCOME TO THE NOMAD-THAT NOMAD THING

FREAKISH FRIDAY

  • Nov. 30th, 2007 at 8:17 PM
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     Its raining cats and dogs here in Nevada, been all day, and the day has been terrible
1. machelion, one of Erin's cat used my back pack as a uneral (thank god the things inside didn't get wet)
2. I the minute my roommates drive off and I go to walk 15 minutes to the bus stop it starts to sprinkle and its getting 
    heaver by the minute
3. Erin gets mad at me call her to have Jason pick me to take me work, cause she was talking to her trainer about
     something important and her dance class was starting in two minutes.
4.  all day I was making mistake taking orders and the customers were not nice (except one he gave me a $1 tip :)
 
     well things are better, its still raining, but my shift ended  4 hours ago, im relaxing now and Erin's talking to me.
     I hope tomorrow is better

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INTERNET TANTRUMS

  • Nov. 29th, 2007 at 9:30 PM
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Well Im here again thank god
Stupid Internet is still having temper tantrums
I will be so glad when I move and get a better way of being on the internet. (Im going mad I tell you MAD!)
Its some what being good today. saw two music videos on YOU-TUBE on of THE ADVENTURES OF SINBAD with lee ann rymes song RIGHT KIND OF WRONG. that song is good and the video was great.
   
Then I saw a Grey's Anatomy video with the song from Maroon 5 THROUGH WITH YOU. (I love that song)
    I recorded the songs  on a cassette to listen to on my walkman (yes I own a walkman don't make a face)
    work is okay, but my hours are not good im lucky if I can get 30hrs a week. I m going to have to look for a second job. 
    Erin told me she is done punishing me and that I can sleep with them in there room again. thank god, no more dragging my bed in and out of the bed room, or have the sun hit my face in the morning (the drapes to the back door are damaged.
    I finally really had a good night sleep last night, woke to a dark room, which was good.
   
  
 

MOVING ON

  • Nov. 24th, 2007 at 7:53 PM
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     Ok in a month or two I will finally be doing this journal daily or when thing happen cause im moving out of Erin and Jason's, my rent, food and cable money which takes  every thing I earned to where I can't pay my bills. And counting it's hard to live with Erin when she gets mad at little things and doesn't talk to me for a week its to stressful for me.
of the bills.
   I have lost 7lbs on my diet :) Erin thinks I don't want to lose wait cause I eat food I shouldn't, well we have different trainers, and he said just eat small portions. I have cut down on eating chesses and having nachos. (nachos YUMMMMMMMMM!)
   work is ok only prob with al the probs I have I have trouble keeping my imotions about whats going o at home and of moving to my self. I have had many break downs at work and wish I could control my self, I don't want to be sent home (only happened once) or lose my hours.
   my writing is going slow haven't eventarted on my TWITCHES story. hope soon I will be writing everyday like I did when I was a teenager.
   I will be so glad when my life is in order, im starting to feel like Im not the Elizabeth I use to know.